blogger

so something is happening. i've experienced it before, but never to this degree. Blogger guilt. partly a result of blogger pressure. this whole blog world is more than i ever thought it could be in so many ways. i have to admit that i don't like blogging. i like it in theory. i like the idea of sharing my pictures with family and friends. i like that everyone appreciates them. it feels good. i do love seeing pictures of people i care about who i never get to see. i like seeing babies too. and cute pets. so it is only fair of me to blog as well. but i don't like it. i do get the inspirational feeling to blog a moment of my life. i decide "yes, i will blog." this feels particulary good because the twangs of blogger guilt from fellow blogger's blog requests momentarily subside. i finish what it is i'm doing. keeping focused on the next task at hand. blogging. blogging. it's the time now. i walk to the computer. this is where good intentions turn. in the time between turning on the computer, finding my camera, unwinding cords, uploading photos and waiting my the inspiration morphs into boredom. the moment is gone. i've already thought of something to do more satisfying than blogging. it usually entails gardening, cleaning, cooking, walking, reading, talking. i'm sorry. it's not that i don't care. i'm just not into it right now... i'll be back...probably when it's not so damn nice outside...